Every step up gives me three bad days like clockwork — putting it in its own thread so it does not get lost in the check-in.
Long one, sorry. I have been chewing on this for a fortnight.
The thing that has surprised me most about this stage is how much of it is about other people rather than about me.
I have written down what has happened, in order, because I find that more useful than my own summary of it. The summary always sounds either better or worse than the weeks actually were.
The practical side has settled and the rest of it has not, and I would like to hear how other people at this stage handled the part that is not practical.
The number in the title is the actual number: three, not a round figure I reached for because it sounded about right.
Anyway. Thank you for reading this far. Any experience of this stage gratefully received, and I will come back and say what happened.
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