Something I have been sitting with: I wanted to quit in month five and I am glad I did not Not looking for advice so much as other people's experience.
Writing this partly to ask and partly because writing it down usually tells me what I think.
My honest position is that I do not know whether to change something or wait, and I have been going round that question for three weeks without getting anywhere.
I want to write this down while I am still in it, because I have noticed that I rewrite these stages afterwards into something more sensible than they were.
My experience of this stage has not matched any account I have read, which I assume means the accounts are tidier than the reality rather than that something is wrong.
Since I have put a figure in the title I should stand behind it: five, exactly, and I checked before posting rather than after.
Anyway. Thank you for reading this far. Any experience of this stage gratefully received, and I will come back and say what happened.
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