A question rather than an update: A hard week and the people who noticed
I have been sitting on this for a month.
I have spent a long time managing everybody else's feelings about this and I have not looked at my own, and that is what this post is.
I am not in crisis and I do not want anybody worried. I am flat, and I have been flat for longer than I would like, and I am naming it here first.
I do not think anything is wrong exactly. I think something is different and I have not caught up with it yet.
If you have felt anything like this, I would like to know. If you have not, that is worth knowing too.
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