What changed for me when I got my sleep back — putting it in its own thread so it does not get lost in the check-in.
I have been sitting on this for a month.
This is difficult to write and I have deleted it twice. I am posting it now mostly because leaving it in drafts has not made it any easier to carry.
The thing I keep coming back to is that I expected to feel one way and I feel another, and the gap between those is what I want to talk about.
Thanks. Saying it here first has made the idea of saying it to somebody else considerably less impossible.
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